BEING ALIVE
Now I show Me as I Am.
The rings of joy and love spread outward in ever-widening circles.
Here in the present there is nothing to hide. All is beautiful and pure.
And the circles of joy and love return to Me in the eternal flow.
We Are All interconnected Now
TRUE CONNECTION
The Truth Teller… needs no words… She just Is… She holds the energy and lets me explore the Truth myself… experience the Truth with my own experiences… With Her pure presence of unconditional love, She opens closed and forgotten doors within me… and I am re-minded… Who I Am… She always speaks the truth… the energy never lies… together life is joyful.
Beloved, You held the love until I dared to face it in mySelf. The self-evident shining love that is our birthright. The love that burns away all shame, guilt, fears, hatred, anger, envy, grief, everything that I was afraid to face in me, but unconsciously lived inside me and poisoned me and my relationships.
And the “egoself” kept whispering… no, you can’t love yourself it’s ugly… it’s others you should love… but don’t show it because then you’ll only get hurt… but this first spark of hope and love You ignited in me continued to burn and together with You, my Beloved, grew the trust that I am Loved and can Love whomever I want, including my Self.
And now with the light of truth shining brightly, I see that it was the “ego” that wanted to keep me separate from others, wanted to have Me for itself, that didn’t think there was enough love for everyone. A separation that created loneliness and emptiness in life. A separation maintained by thoughts, which resided in the body and was not the truth of who I Am. And the paradox… all the ego wanted was Love, the pure Love that is abundant, unlimited, and free. Now the “ego” knows the truth, that even the ego has sprung from the same source, is Loved and Loving, here and Now.
Now I speak and live the truth… Everything I didn’t dare to tell because I was afraid how it would be perceived… received… I told it first to You, Beloved and now I do it to the world…
I Love You as I Love my Self, Infinitely and Eternally!
The Truth is, Love is here right Now for everyone in the heart.
EMBODYING CONSCIOUSNESS
Here We Are Now, You and I, together as One. The gratitude for everything You have done for me cannot be described in words. You hugged me tighter and tighter until I finally opened my body to the truth You wanted to show me, that it was myself, my unconscious self, that was strangling life energy from flowing freely. You held me in your grip… didn’t let me escape feeling my physical body… you forced me to become aware of my body and breath, to learn how to experience the energy … and that it was time to consciously bring the spirit into my life, embody consciousness, and learn to live with the paradoxes of life.
The more I allow myself to be embraced and surrender to the inherent intelligence of the body, the more the trust in mySelf increases. No man can tell me how I experience the life energy, how it pulses, vibrates in Me. But I know, now when I reconnected to my body.
And when the energy sometimes feels so intrusive that I want to crawl out of my own skin, I can apply my beloved friend’s tactic… breathe consciously, stay connected with the body, and simply “shed the skin” safe in the knowledge that it is the consciousness that expands… another identity, belief etc. that no longer suits, I now let go more and more easily when I live aware of the energy. The freedom and space in me expand. And I realise that less often it is something personal, more simply an energy that wants to make itself known and transform.
The vibrating life energy is pure joy. And the gratitude to experience and to feel alive, there are no words to describe it… And words are not needed… the energy has its own magical language…
IN SERVICE OF CONSCIOUSNESS
Now the Thinker is in the service of consciousness. Here reigns peace & freedom, creativity & joy, Love & magic!
The thinker’s journey took the paths via being a natural scientist to an economic and social scientist and further to a behavioral scientist in search of the source of knowledge until now, simply kNOWing. And the fear of the penetrating All-Seeing Eye has been transformed into joy. The Joy of Being, alive.
Now the Thinker knows that she is part of the whole, that she is loved and longed for. In connection with the holistic guidance of the heart, in the Now of knowing, she is safe. Now she can share the knowledge of love and energy that she was so afraid to do because it didn’t fit into any of the separate branches of science. Now, free in unbound knowing that all knowledge has the same source.
IN SERVICE OF LOVE
The Beauty and the Beast… Who are Who? Authentic and grateful, we meet and are transformed in this Now. We merge and the fear of Who is Who is gone. We are One.
Beloved Crocodile, thank you for your amazing defence you created to keep me protected and safe. All the feelings that I, as a child, were not mirrored in and could handle consciously, you swallowed with your big gape, down into the body. Here in the depths of the unconscious they have been in safe custody sleeping until you thought the time was right for us to meet consciously. You and I. Yes, I want to tell you that I was afraid of you and what you hid in the depths. But as I now stand here grounded in the body, you rose from the depths so dignified and carefully. Your wish is to show that together in the Now as adults there is nothing to fear. What you swallowed are gifts that you have nurtured in the depths of our being for a long, long time to now bring them up to the surface and into the light. The trust and gratitude to You is total.
Now, together we face old unprocessed emotions, emotion by emotion, and release them from their limited caged existence to live free as they are in their origins. Flowing as the pure energy that they are. Emotions, or, e-motions, are precisely energy in motion by nature. In the Now, they flow freely, telling what is going on in the energy field right now.
The paradox is that I needed to see and experience you as separated from me in order to now fully meet and take you into Me, again as the natural part of the whole you are in Me. I feel with you when you share the sorrow that you separated me from parts of myself and hear that you did it out of love of Me. The grief I was so afraid to face kept me from experiencing love, the love in and for Life. But now I live the paradoxes, I love fully because I am no longer afraid of grief now that I know that grief is a flowing free energy that comes and goes.
Sometimes the grief comes when the separation reminds itself and shows what it can lead to in the form of loneliness, war, pain… I let the tears fall, breath, and reconnect with my True Self by grounding myself in the healing energy of Mother Earth that my body is part of, and feel grateful to be alive. Now I know that when we fully meet as who we are, everything is possible. That Joy are our true nature.
From the still depths of being, I now walk out into the world as who I Am. Grounded in the warm, holding, safe, fertile soil of Mother Earth, I now open mySelf fully to receive the life-giving illuminated light of Father Sun. In my heart everything and everyone melts into one. And in the Now, I experience the joy of being alive and love flows easily, freely, and clearly. Here in the Now I know that everything and everyone is a reflection of who I Am, We Are, One.
Life is magical and absolutely wonderful when we let all parts be illuminated by Father Sun and integrated into the body. The body, created by Mother Earth, is our magical part of the whole that enables our experience of being Alive.
Grateful for being alive here and now in this wonderful world I call home.